RANDOM FACTS ABOUT ME

* I'm a closet gambler.  If you put me in a casino and handed me $1000 I could blow it in 15 minutes and then ask for more because I'm CONVINCED I can win it back.

*  I think about my mother and my brother every day and I'm VERY ANGRY that they died.  People always tell me how strong I am surviving without them - I'm really not, I just play it off really well.  I cry in the shower.

*  My dad and I are more alike than he will ever know  - that's why we fight so much.  I'll always be a daddy's girl - he's he first person I run to.

*  I will always tell you that I'm okay - even when I'm not because I hate burdening others with my problems.

*  I sing in the shower when no one is home.

*  I'm a proud Army wife.  Sometimes I say I hate the Army - but deep down it's not so bad.  I can see this as a future for us.

*  I'm addicted to name brand purses.  There's something about the way they feel and smell that gets me all excited.  I own way too many.

*  I'm a true believer that ice cream solves all problems.

*  I tell my husband I hate the XBOX but I play it when he's not home

*  I am a shoe fanatic... I LOVE them!  But the reason I love them is because no matter how fat you are a shoe will always fit and a nice shoe will always find a way to make you feel sexy.

*  I truely believe that hate is a wasted emotion.  I've had many people screw me in my life but I will never hate them.

*  I love to sing in the car and pretend I'm putting on a concert.   I make Johnathan join me and dance. 

*  I think pregnancy is overrated - I love my babies but I hated being pregnant.

*  I can't stand wearing jeans - I only do it when I have to.  If it was up to me I'd live in a pair of sweatpants.

*  I don't like socks.  Even in the winter time it's rare you'll catch me wearing a pair.  Barefoot is always the way to go.

*  My brother did so many wrong things in his life and I should despise him for that.  But I love and miss that boy and I talk to him every night.

*  Sometimes I think that because I had boys I can't be like my mother and carry on what she taught me as a parent.  But, then I realize that I am like her. 

*  I'm a homebody.  I'd rather have a night in than a night out.

*  I fell in love with Dan's eyes the minute I met him.  There's something about them that draws you in.

*  I'm one of the most jealous people.  It's bad, I know.

*  I love reading about real life events.. the drama in them is so exciting to me.

*  I've been through alot of shitty times.  But, deep down I'm proud of myself of what I've accomplished still.

*  I've definately learned who my true friends are over the past few years.  What's funny is how you can have amazing friends who live in your computer and that you've never actually met in person.  I have a few of those :) 

* I have an addiction to Taco Bell.  If it was up to me I'd eat it everyday.

*  I hate doing laundry.  I wish I was a millionaire so I could throw my dirty clothes out every time and just buy new.

* I say I don't want any more kids.  But, I know deep down I'll always wonder if I could of had a daughter.

*  I'm one of the most stubborn people you'll ever meet - I'm always right, even when I'm wrong.

And lastly...

* I'm constantly bored with things.  Even if I get something new, within a few days I'm not happy with it anymore and I want something else.  Not sure why.